iamemah

love

2009-09-16T22:14:00.000-07:00

saya rasa saya suka kamu. shit. y do i always fall for the bad guys.
there's something about them. the meaner they get, the more u want them.

kolej abdillah, class of 2007

2009-09-08T06:46:00.000-07:00

when i looked at yoour pic in your fb page, i was like, "god, i miss u.."

i wish im in school rite now. rndu skolah saye. i wish i could upload ur pic here, but then "the crush" story wont no longer be a secret. hahahahahaha. jk jk jk jk jk jk.

...

2009-09-06T20:34:00.000-07:00

sleepy. there's a test tomoro. n i have no mood to open up my phys book.
theres nothing i can do. i hope there is. i wanna help u but i then i cant help myself.

my room(after dikemas)

2009-09-04T23:27:00.000-07:00

my comfy bed. kejap je my bed kemas. after 2 days messy balek.

bedtime.

2009-09-02T09:14:00.000-07:00

im off to bed. but b4 that i have to take my shower. hmm. tonight, im crashing at zatie's place. maybe. honestly, i dont really like sleeping with others. its like, i cant breathe. but then i dont feel like i want to sleep in my room tonight.

i love my bed. its kinda a messy but its very comfy. xleyh r tgk kemas sgt. mcm x bes tido. heee..

things that i cant miss out mase nak tido is my bantal of course, n i nak more than 1, mybe 2 or 3. then a bolster. and of course, my comforter. i always like my first comforter, because its very comfy n old. hehe. comforter i yg lame sgt comfy sbb fabric dy cam makin lembut dr hari ke hari kot. hee. now i have 2 dkat uniten. n i use both of them at the same time. haha. i really like my bed to be...crowded. n messy. its very comfy.

i wish i bleh upload the gamba of my bed but like i said, its very messy. hee. next time lah k.

cant wait for hari raya

2009-09-02T08:49:00.000-07:00

found this on the web. cuppacakes by wondermilk.

tp kedai die jaoh la. dkat damansara. im not really sure if they do have delivery service.

YUMMY.

my interests

2009-08-31T00:35:00.002-07:00

*wentworth miller.
*jensen ackles
*jared padalecki
*gerard butler
*sean faris
*robert hoffman
*laguna beach
*rachel bilson
*chocolates
*white lilies
*white, pink n red roses
*cheesy wedges
*mcd
*went.miller.
*carlos santana-manana
*lie about us
*ps i luv u
.......................

my interest. for now

2009-08-31T00:35:00.001-07:00

saya sgt bosan

2009-08-30T06:05:00.000-07:00

hmm. huh. evryone's at their hometown. so im in my room doing nothing...watching TV series. huh. n i finished watching it. so...again. bosan. hmm. im not really the type of girl who wud tidy up room Unless. my mom tell me to do so. well..i do kemas my bilik. but sgt jarang. hmm.

to all my frens:
im sorry if i acted weird or i hurt ur feelings. yes, i was intending to hurt ur feelings but trust me, i dont feel good about it. i noe n im sure, im gonna do it again in the future, so..im gonna say sorry for whats gonna happen in the future. n there's a fren of mine. i just wanna say sorry. yes. i do DONt like you. i hate it when u do THAT(dont wanna mention). but, i noe. sumtimes you ARE a good fren, u were there when i needed u. n im sure u noe how i DO things. n i noe..im a bad person. but em, trust me, i dont like myself either. i tried to do the right things..i guess im just malas.. hmm.

mom n dad: i missed u. not that i forgot ur digits. i think i hav a major problem. with life, MY life. i just have these stupid thoughts sumtimes. n i wasnt really thinking! luv u!

k.long: hope u're doing well there. just come home already eh. just STOP doing things thats gonna hurt u at the end of day. u n i both know its wrong. im not blaming u though..luv u. always. sorry for the things that happened between us.

fami edin; cant wait to go home n RAYA!!!! i want my angpau.

cant wait for RAYA,

GI JOE

2009-08-19T01:10:00.000-07:00

the other day we (me. nina. man. mi. fadil. ganu. alex. wandy) went out to watch GI joe. me n nina were fasting. we were planning to go home b4 maghrib, but then my lappy x habis fix lagi. so we had to wait. n we bukak puase kat mall. after 9 baru siap. after watched muvi, g tgk boys men snooker. emm. im sure its gonna more fun if i know how to play the game.

SUPERNATURAL hotties

2009-08-18T11:48:00.001-07:00

i love watching supernatural. bcause i have a thing for yellow-eyed demon, spirits, n shapeshifter.

n also bcause of the winchesters!!

SAM-jared padalecki

especially dlm season1-heart-so hot.

DEAN-jensen ackles

JOHN- jeffrey dean morgan-quite charming for a dad

movie: PS i love you

mansfield park . READ THIS.

2009-08-18T11:27:00.000-07:00

edmund : fanny, u know i've loved you
fanny : oh edmund, i know.
edmund : no fanny. as a man loves a woman. as a hero loves a heroin. as i've never loved anyone in my life.

n i was like..aww, COMEL nye.

they've changed

2009-08-18T09:38:00.000-07:00

they used to be fun. they used to share their secrets. they used to tell me about their crush. n i felt free to talk to them b4. but then skrg everything dah x same. was it me?? all of sudden, they turned into sum that they used to hate. sighs. sad but true.

sumtimes i feel like they know i was thinking about them, about how they've changed. n it makes me feel guilty n honestly, its hard to start a conversation nowadays.

pissed off

2009-08-18T09:21:00.000-07:00

life is wierd lah. susah nak understand. for example, have u ever like, hate sum1 n then bile u dah hate that person, suddenly u start to like that person balik.

let say ur fren hurt ur feelings, n it makes u really mad at him/her. n startlah part menyumpah2. then after tu, u feel guilty bcause of the nice things that they do to you after that.

i noe its fun being sum1 y org look up to, but please, jgn bangge diri. maybe u x realise tp others might. so, better say nothing.

kalau u x suke that sum1, dont act like u suke.

forget n forgive. it makes u feel better n happier. (i sounds very matang, well i shud be, im 18)

hmm.

2009-08-18T08:54:00.000-07:00

maybe.

gamba.

2009-08-18T08:15:00.000-07:00

enaz n farah

amirul fakhruddin (edin)

nina . fahima

coe

the spring ngan enaz n farah

2009-08-17T23:07:00.000-07:00

what happened today:

1. woke up late. around 7.20 am. class start at 8. and dpt flu this morning n its killing me. gatal hidung. running nose. ugh. more tissues. hari ni puase.

2. university of sydney datang.

3. i just realised the kinda of guy that i always attracted to.

4. annoyed dgn mr.- - - - - - -

5. we wrote love letter. thanks to mazidah. the way she read it makes our love letter lagi best.

cud u guess what this list is??

2009-08-17T09:38:00.000-07:00

1. dont rmmber his name.
2. adi
3. een
4. no. 2
5. mr. a
6. mr. a
7. puma
8. puma's
9. donno-his-name-who-always-wear-his-blue -shirt-n-looks-HOT-wearing-it

haha.just for fun. eboh nak pikey bukan2 oi!!

17082009

2009-08-17T07:13:00.000-07:00

hye everyone! just got my laptop fixed. at last. terfix juak. haha. i found these love quotes the other day. bes aie.

1. hate him for making me go weak and nervous whenever he's around, and for making me jealous when he's with other girls. I hate him for making me go crazy thinking about him 24/7.I hate how no matter how many times I say I hate him, I don't.

2. I turned around & said, 'I'll erase your very existance, it will be like you were never here'But How Do I erase my whole world...

3.It doesnt matter how long youve known him all that matters is that he's had you smiling since day one. :)